18.

take me to the sky

7:06 PM Everyone talks to me about understanding them.
Ain't I try to make myself understand you very well.
But this doesn't the same like how I see it, as you does.
Give me a break.

If I have the choice now.
I might tell myself to give myself a break.
If I can be irresponsible, I would have back out of the concert right at this minute.
The kind of holiday is really holiday feel is not there anymore.
I do not even have to step into the campus during holiday.
But now, practices and more practices. Cus of concert I understand.
But it's tiring. Please. Anyone can just walk out anytime they like.

If I can be irresponsible, I would not even help out at the stall.
Stop saying I'm not helping out.
Stop saying I'm going out everyday.
I stay home more than anyone else in the family.
Can anyone sees it?

I can come home with no one at home though it's going midnight.
I can come home with also no one at home EVEN though it's evening.
I just don't understand.
And when I buy something to share, I'm said to spend unnecessary cash.
Forget it la.
Maybe I'm just being too kind to everyone.

I have temper too!
Don't take everything for granted.
I'm not those kind of friends who forget what you did to me.
I remember them very clearly.
Every single one. I'm not acting blur either.
I can remember them very clearly.
All the unhappy stuff or happy stuff.
I will remember them very clearly.
The evil/bad things you did to me.
I must remember them very clearly.
So that I can tell myself that you have done something bad to me, each time I see you.